do you ever feel that the world is geting on top of you?....sort of like...........fuck it i wish it would end sort of thing..
i was sitting here the other night thinking,if i just had the courage to go through with it it would be so simple.
no more debt,no more problems,no more shit from neighbours that dont know what harmony and peacefull living is..
hey thats my parking space,or that music is to loud,your children broke my plants with a ball..
kids playing and neighbours say,to much noise,or wife trying to relax and next door peering over fence eying her up...
we live in a world where sometimes it might be better to be dead?.
in this day and age where"personal space" rules,do we really want to be living in a bowl?.
there are many things better in the world than this,,,,,,,,,,,,like living in the rockies,north of scotland(glencoe oooooooooo perfect), but we mostly live in towns and citys wher the tosser rule.
bastards that say ,hey turn it down or watch where your going.
this is a life that is going nowhere and a life that is sad.
kids and adults today dont know or dont want to know the meaning of,self esteme and the pleasure of being polite to others.
me myself had been brought up to help others pensioners,, or the people who need more help than others.
today i helped an old couple 70+with there shopping from the taxi to there door,the taxi driver sat in the car( i was not in the taxi just passing by),the lazhy bitch taxi driver sat there .
now to me that was nothing,just a normal man trying to help an elderley pair of people,but the taxi driver just sat there.
when i walk with my wife of 25 years i walk on the outside,when my kidss do wrong they are corrected(please thank you etc).
do we now live in a world when its better to say.hey motherfucker than thanks for the help,,,or when we dig our neighbours car out of the snow they thanks or ,i hope you didnt scratch my car while doing it?
it really is a case is it worth it????
we live in an age where it seems its better to say..........fuck you rather than say thank you
or an age where if you offer to help neighbours they see some other motive.
so sometimes its better to wish for some other life than this,a more released life where these things dont happen..
in short....is there a better life away from here.........a gun,rope,poison.....unsure here but one thing is for sure......
todays world and todays kids need to learn respect...