The to the point readers digest version of the story of that song is at http://www.mahlers.com/spirits.htm
I will say this, my own life is a personal mess. Over four years since
September 11, 2001, life for me has not really changed.
Change starts within yet when surrounded by those who only care to behave
the same and forced into a situation where dominance over someones spirit,
soul body and mind, not in sports but in out of the competitive nature as
described, there is total lack of respect. When a person looks to arise
from the mess of their own life, the only one they've known, when meeting
with someone else for the first time, it is often the chance to start anew
and acceptance of ones past is accepted. With hopes of no repeat of a past.
Yet there still is social dominance amidst you, I and all. It congests and
breaches out. Our world is divided in ways that are like seperating
yin-yang. If not seperated, then one and or the other would not commit
crimes against each other. Think globally including of the very Earth you
and I walk upon. When still faced with the reality of being with someone
who wants that strength, that dominence yet fair and equal relations with
others, far too many times it is taken for granted. When you are not so
much forced to contend with that person every day yet life continues on in
whole as before, it is time for change. I cannot say I am an innocent man
in my life, not by any means at all, I am saying that the very persons whom
are non lethal weapons experts, of whom were touted as the nations best, are
the same advocates of the weapon that did kill Ms. Snelgrove. I am sure
they were horrified by what occured. Perhaps what you did or did not know
via the major news networks is that the same company, also based in Kansas
Missouri is as I've come to theorize and believe the same company that
assisted in helping find the baby who had been ripped from the mothers womb
nearly a month ago. Partly through computer technology, the father was
reuinited with his child and named her Victoria. M2 Technologies Inc. http://www.m2tech.us
It is also the same originating owner who at one time was a Sci Fi Fantasy
Erotic Fiction author. Please, understand that alone speaks volumes about
how life truly is. Paradise Productions. If life were one yin-yang, then
within life there are billions of yin-yangs and many need to be seperated
and put back into alignment. Social dominance between individuals, wants
and desires, the endless possibilities can be a cause for social disruption
and in my opinion, Mother Earth spoke Christmas Day 2005, South East Asia.
I myself and truly unhappy, it was I that could not reach South East Asia,
despite the four years that transpired since September 11, 2001, the day the
east coast of America was brought to it's knees. The people of whom are the
owners of M2 Tech, of whom are my in-laws, of whom are that connected into
the Pentagon, CIA, FBI, international matters are still in business today.
Other than the concept of saving lives, I truly do not have any personal
relations with Janet & Chris Morris. Although life could've been vastly
different between them, myself and my wife, since South East Asia, I am
trying to hang up the hat on my marriage. I ask that we be left to our own
course and no one entity attempt to ruinate what at least may be peaceful
spirits and souls within this home for our remaining time together.
Regarding Ms. Snelgrove, I am saddened but I know there is a babe who with
life anew from tragedy, shall rise and I pray that the Snelgrove family
knows of this child.
I can only ask of you to do me a favor.
It was Christmas Eve that I dedicated a song for her and the crew of the
Northern Edge. It's called "Merry Christmas To You"
"Merry Christmas To You"
Well this time, I know
I'm not coming home
But I'm thinking of you more than e